Ashe "blades" Miller from PennsylvaniaHey Steve, nobody that known how hard life is agrees with you.Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind Publisher: Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Peermusic Publishing, Royalty Network, Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc. Writer/s: Arnold David Lanni, Arnold Lanni, Charles-Andre Comeau, Jean-Francois Stinco, Pierre Bouvier, Sebastien Lefebvre I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you Nothing's gonna change the things that you saidĪnd nothing's gonna make this right again I need you to understand me because I don’t understand me,Īnd sometimes you’ll need to radiate for me,īut I can promise when you are the cloud - I will always shine for you.But it hurts when you disapprove all alongĪnd it feels like you don't care any more I need to believe that you aren’t a ghostīut if you must leave, leave me wearing a life vest, leave me on shore, leave me with honesty, leave me with my sanity. ![]() I need to know you believe in working at us I need to know that you aren’t temporary, The finest treasure to ever have been discovered. That you hold my heart as one of the seven wonders of the world, I need to know my words are safe in your hands, That you take my secrets and hold them locked in your soul, When the world is quiet and my mind is awake, ![]() ![]() I need to know that you are there at 3 am I need you more than just a " good morning" and " good night" text I need you to love me more than just a like on a photo To bring me back to this moment of you and I, When I’ m flooding my mind with worries and doubts, I need you to love me when I’ m the cloud, Love me when my rays are too much for you to see, But to love when you are the cloud, to look deep into your soul, to love you beyond the physical, beyond the superficial, to love you when you are hurting, moody, having an anxiety attack - to love you when you are the storm, and in return you will shine when they need you. It is easy to love someone when everything is perfect when they are the best versions of themselves. That you need to have someone love you for ALL you are. This love letter isn’t so much an "apology" more so an internal realization. I want a love that is real, raw and someone who loves all parts of me, who loves me unfiltered, not when I’ m just picture perfect – relationships are hard work, it's not all #relationshipgoals and cute insta pics. My anxiety, my pain, my successes, my failures and if they only want me when I' m the sun - then, they were not for me. I had to find comfort in knowing who I am, fully, love myself and all of my bruises and not be afraid to share that with someone. I, myself needed to become love, love is not just an action – it is a state of being. I wrote I’ m Sorry I’ m Not Always The Sun, to be transparent with myself. ![]() Yes, the kind that you can send in an envelope and mail, pen to paper love letters to sort through my hurt, happiness, pain – to heal. When we get into a relationship we seem to try to be perfect, we wear masks for fear of not having that person see us the same way they originally thought, we won’t show parts of ourselves because we don’t want to admit our faults, in fear of not being loved. In this generation, we seem to go for what our eyes find appealing at first, its why we swipe left, swipe right – what we find as physically beautiful in a person…it’s why we double tap on Instagram, but what else makes up a person besides their physical beauty? What do you love about someone besides their physical outward appearance?
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